In case you are concerned.  I don't even have anything to talk about.  blogging has died for me.  I don't know.  I video tape everything I do now tho hehe.  youtube here I come.  I'm out.

I never get on here. But now I'm making dreads and the dread communities here are really nice. I still don't really get how this livejournal thing works but I'm still here. kinda. 

( hair, me, some other crap...very big photos )

Okay so I finished a song today. I spent almost 10 hours alone on it just today. Its been a work in progress for a long time. And it still is. But its coming along.

http://www.janelleavery.net/music/listenupfull.mp3

Tell me what you think.

words, vocals, production, by yours truly <3

I'm really tired now. I mean I've been up for 21 hours mann...and I only had 4 hours of sleep before that. I'm a work-a-holic. But at least now I have something to show for it.

Be happy, livejournal. Lauren saved you. Be very grateful lol.

Aaaah so I'm drinking tea and waking up right now. I think I should probably try to record something today. I just really don't feel like doing anything. But I have only been up for a few minutes so that could be why. Oh bother.

So I have 3 weeks (to the day) until my deadline is up with this comapany that sI'm talking thesecontracts over with. I have to get in shape and get something taken care of and I think I'm gonna make it, but just barely. Lets hope this is the right thing. Cuz I figure if it was meant to be I'll make it, and if not, then I won't. So we'll see.

I'm gonna go workout or something.

I still don't get livejournal. I'm about to just delete it. cuz no one talks to me and I don't know how to talk to people. boo.

is bad enough. but somethins comin over me that amkes me wonder..Too much of nothin, is just as tough. I need to know the way to feel to keep me statisfied. :D

Old school spice girl music. good times :)

aaanyway. Don't you love people who set out to insult you and don't even have the nerve to stand behind what they say. They have to so it secretly so no one will know who they are so they don't receive reprocussion for what they say. Big fat cowards. I love people who disagree, and speak their minds. But only if they are willin to back up what they have to say. If you're going to be a coward, just keep your mouth shut. Hehe. Aaanyway. It reminds of those people who drive past you on the highway and glare at you. Its like, I'm already going 8 miles over the speed limit, sorry for not going 90. Do you feel justified in glaring at me? I get it if you are going less than the speed limit, thats just annoying. Drive the speed limit. Seriously. I'll pass you and be like "the speed limit is 60 you moron!! try driving it!!" but what do you say..."I see you speeding moron, drive faster?" baah. shut up. How doyou justify anonymously talking shit online? Do you feel justified? do you feel like calling someone ugly or fat or stupid is going to hurt them? Its the internet and youre to cowardly to even own up to it. and how can you go "ha I called you -insert insult here-" and feel jusitifed? You should feel lame lol. Oooh well. It just makes me feel better cuz I have better things to do than start drama on the internet for no reason. Waste of breath and air. and umm...text lol.

Oh by the way. I'm talking over some contracts with a production label in florida. Big stuff, I just gotta get sexy :) er. sexier. whatever.

hahahhaha. Okay so maybe only Katie will get it, but thats good enough for me. So my girl katie comes over to record with me, we do like one chorus and one verse and decide were going to get me a new digi cam. I got one yay!! I'm so excited. So then we decide that I'm going to do our makeup and take pics. What fun right? Well I tried to make us look all scene like with the fake eyelashes and all that...but it just turned out looking super cute. It was sooo much fun. I'll post pictures later. I've been up ALL NITE. bad me. Anyway!

I posted a new song on my fan club and a new one on my website and myspace. check it out <3

www.janelleavery.net
www.myspace.com/janelleavery
launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/javeryfans

Not tragedies lol. I'm so hooked on Panic! at the Disco. I've decided I'm going to marry Brendon Urie. (okay marry? no, but you know) HES SO SEXY!!! I'm gushing. I've fallen in love with these guys in the last like...3 days. Its pretty sick cuz I'm getting my friends hooked too. Its like...diseased! at the disco. lol. aaaanyway~


Good news!! I've got loads of new songs to work on. Okay loads could be an exaggeration. But it is a lot of material. Its been a lot of hard work cuz there writing and producing and recording and I do it all myself. I'm getting pretty good at it. But my goal is to have my press kit ready by the end of the week and start shopping it arond so I can get some gigs under my belt. Lets hope for the best. :D I'm super excited because I've been experimenting with some different styles and influences. Theres a song I just wrote last nite that I'm actually going to try to get a band to do the instrumentation. I don't know WHEN that will be ready. Its called "Music is my Love Affair" and its so much fun!! Its very punk influenced, and I know thats weird coming from an r&b singer, but I think it will be really awesome. My goal is basically to be unpredictable. I don't want people to be able to guess my next move. Because I think versatility is what keeps people around 30 years after their first single. So I'm pulling in influences from punk, rap, hip hop, pop, r&b, everything but country and polka I think haha. So look for some interesting musical experiments here in the near future. I also have two collaborations coming up. I'm working with my girl Janay on a song, and I've also brought in another producer for one of my tracks. I'll have to see what you guys think. So yeah, lots of exciting progress coming up very soon. Lets just hope I don't kill my voice huh? Haha. OH! Be sure to check out http://www.janelleavery.net cuz I just added a buch of avatars and I made a xanga skin. I'm way too busy to learn to code livejournal. Maybe sometime in the future. BUt if u xanga too, check that out. Its really cute. I'm so outta here.

Okay so I'm moved in, studio set up and everything. I'm so excited!! YAY!! Lol. SO yeah, I went karaoke last nite with my mom. Kinda embarrassing but I'm not old enough to go alone so yeah. I sang Soldier by Destinys Child and I sang Work it Out by miss Beyonce. I think I did pretty darn good and I got a lot of good feedback last nite as well. And I made some contacts so its going well. :D Anyway...thats about it peace out.

Okay so I';m excited. Again. This time I'm actually moving haha. I signed the lease monday and I move in tomorrow. My mom will be moving in on saturday. I'm so so SO excited about all of this!! Like, I really cant wait. I have my whole studio back finally and I'll be able to make music my number one priority. That really excites me for real. :D Anyway so I wont have internet until next wednesday because comcast takes too long, so I will be without. I will probably go thru withdrawal haha. But I'll be back on then. Peace out <3